Dear Life…

I want you. I still want you after all this time, after all the punches you threw at me. Can you come back and give me the gift of feeling one more time? Can you come back and bring my genuine smile with you? Can you?

I know you can because you’ve been here before and everything was vivid, colourful and bright. I had a symphony of feelings and one million songs to play. I had the colour palette of the Universe to paint with and the energy of a storm.

Do you say that I have to be patient? Learn to be patient? It’s difficult when there are so many places to explore, so many people to love, so many songs to hear and so much  to create. I want to experience this fully…I don’t want to be a dimmed version of the soul I’ve always been.

So…can you come back and never abandon me again?