First of all, I am scared. Second of all, I am confused even if I enjoy this energy boost so much. Let me update you on my last 3 days:
-Insomnia is back and my sleeping medication doesn’t help much.
-I had a total of 12 hours of rest (in 3 days)
-On Saturday I had such a good mood, I was so energetic and hyper.
-Yesterday depression hit me full force, a lot of crying and almost no moving
Today I’m up again. I’m feeling like a bunny. Is this my body telling me that I’m getting better or is this my body telling me that I a bit more messed up than I thought I was?