The black clouds are still here, but I am not void of emotion this time. This is one of the best things right now: feeling, not being numb. I am really grateful that I can feel so deeply. Yes, it is a bit terrifying being so vulnerable and so open. Numbing everything and wrapping myself in protective cocoon is easy and safe, but it is also bland and lifeless. I choose feeling over numbness.

Today’s mantra would sound like this : There are beautiful people in this world and I am blessed to have them in my life. (Yes, you are one of them!)


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