Busy. Appointments. Not going to class. Running. Getting ready. Getting out there. Thoughts spinning. Lonely. Disconnected. Medication. Doctors. Therapy. Money. Sleeping pills. Coffee. Anxiety. Hyper. Lethargic. War. Not moving. Moving again. Lists. Sketches. CBT. Meditation. I love myself. I hate myself. I am enough. I am not enough. Laughing. Crying. Anger. I love people. I hate everybody. I am tough. I am weak and needy. I can do it! What’s the purpose? I’m okay. Save me. I don’t need to be saved. Why did you abandon me? Go away! Sleep. Numb. Peace. Forever.